I'm HERE~

HaHa...
SMP so nice~
got comp lesson..
where got like Chung Cheng...
nothing special..
damn sien..
haizz~
thank god i choose to come here..
not staying at the HELL school..
Siew Chin~
so miss u..
miss u guys very much leh~
at here...not bad...
but sometime abit sien lo...
coz no1 acc me go down there...
everyday stay at hostel..
everyday stay at my bed..
dono wan do wat..
haiz...
u guys at chung cheng how le..?
i heard chung cheng de kantin change le...
now same like hayaki..
i wan c!!
but here oso not bad..
many thing cant learn from chung cheng all can learn at here..
i finally can learn violin at here...and piano too..XD
private school so nice de a..
so Happy...X)

new post （12/4）

haiz..
long time no post new blog..
thanks to my bro,
the comp at office is ROSAK!!
mom also...
she say she dont wan fix..
cause not she break de..
Aiz..
wats wrong o...?
our house de ppl all like tat de lo...
T.T

today at xuan tong house..
she finally let me use laptop ady..
i 2 month dint touch pc ady..so happy~

厚。。
用不了英文呐！
还好有华语基础。。
明年想去独中读书
基本上没什么问题了
不知道为什么。。
突然之间感觉到恐惧，
是害怕新环境呢？还是舍不得啦？
可是我真的很不想呆在中正啦。。
面对那些假惺惺的人。。
我不想去配合耶。。
很不希望独中也一样充满着这样的感觉。。
我不想做什么事都要配合着人家，
问题就在，我很怕孤独。。
我还记得之前，
我跟璇开慧婷的部落格。。
有一篇，
她说道：那些想来聊天的，请不要来吵我，我要认真的读书什么什么的（不错的话是酱写的）
总之重点不是这个啦。。
重点是：
我们想有像慧婷那种性格（应该算是性格吧~）
就是那种可以一个人静静地
不会怕孤单的
真的。。
要是我有这样一点点的孤僻性格就好
有时候觉得
人，有一个朋友能分享喜，怒，哀，乐 就好了嘛~
为什么就一定要一班朋友才爽啊？
你一个人能顾好这么多朋友咩？

唉~
今天怎么这么多感想啊？
哈哈
发泄在部落格。。总是最好的！
舒服多了！
XD

希望能转校成功。。=）

unreasonable girl...

today actually is stay at schul with xuan tong and mei suang de..
but after rest time,
they suddenly tell me that they cannot stay back..
have to go home...
left me alone at schul...
pai kia la u two..

then i had to call gim ling to stay back with me..
so ma fan her nia..(sorry o gim ling)
then after schul,
we go to library.....
gim ling ask me to sit with siew chin them....
but dono why,
i just cant stand to look her even a minute..
i also dono wat happen...
gim ling ask me if i still mad her..
i admit...stil got abit angry..
maybe bcoz after the argue,
i found her has change...
she no longer we 1st meet de siew chin..
dono la..but this is just my opinion..
after the arguement..
everyone come to tell me what she said behind me when we still ok..
i really dont believe de at first..
so regret to believe her so much before....
y i'm being so stupid?!!

at last i also got sit..
but not with them,just next to their table...
but my face looks really angry,this will happen if i really hate something...
but most gas is when she ask gim ling why i dint come to schul at 10 Sep..
it is because that day is her b'day?
Wat a stupid question!!
y i cannot no come to schul tat day??
i sick..no come..cannot meh??
gim ling also tell her because i sick so cant come..
but she still doubt me for no reason,
and still said [so coincident at that time sick??]
that answer just irritate me so much!



nothing to say abt her so much....
she just became so unreasonable!

rubbish can for my feeling on today XD

long time no write...
so miss this blog..
heheh XP

just now got ppl ask me y thursday no come...
i just reply [ sick ]

REASON:
i was writing my diari de loh actually
dono wat happen,write till half....
i started to cry,i hate to admit,but this is the 2nd time i cry til my eyes swollen..
(ofcoz..1st time is when my daddy "...." )
i really cant believe leh..
especially when wake up on thursday morning...
my eyes still swollen..
WTH~
i hate all the ppl that sarcasm me before..
dono my face offend them wat leh~
say say say~
my hair,my nose,my eyes,my skin colour~
anything about me all they can say..
if u cant stand of my look,don't look at me lah!
not that i force u to look at me...!
RUBBISH!
my mother born me not for u guys critic ok?!
你們的嘴巴不能留點口德嗎?!
and for miss NG~
thanks for your ADVICE!!!
[horible] izit..?
yaya..i'm horible..so WAT?!
nobody cares~ this also none of your business..!
so SICK to see you..! HORRIBLE teacher..!
dont forget...
HORRIBLE teacher teach HORRIBLE student~
remember this always ok~


i hate every1 that takes my thing to kidding with..
maybe sometime i laugh wif u..
but my heart actually mind..
i'm also a human being..i'm not a "thing" that u can kidding with..
ofcoz..u can say,but cant u say thing nicer abit??
i oso got feeling de eh..cant i get angry even abit??

when u say,i laugh with u..
but u say thing more over...
but when i angry,a sorry you also dont say..
then u say me xiao qi...
u never know wat i feel..
u just like to say watever u wan....
i know u not same with me...
u r superb leng lui,i'm just a nerd...
happy..?


after thursday...............
all thing up there will be just a history...
i started to feeling good today..
maybe bcoz of the cry on thursday
so relief...
learn to face all the devil...
i think i can do it ^^


AizZ..
enough of the blah blah up there le...
i'm going to exam le...
PMR leh~
not small test eh...
still playing around...



2 more day - Ching Xuan Tong b'day
3 more day - His b'day
8 more day - Sharlenney and my b'day

So HAPPY~ XD

S.Ming

cant stand a guy like him nuh~
have a gf still not enough..
still want to lie other girl~
yer~~~

S.ming ar...
y cant u c thing clearer..?
the guy just tipu u nia eh~
he can say [I Love You] to other girls behind u..
dont so believe him can bo??
we advise u ady..
but u look like don't care..
u face shows like [u guys want to break my relationship with him!]
if u really think tat....
haizz...
wake up ampuk gak~
.......
haizz
nothing to say...

AIZZ~~~!!!!!!

Today feeling..

Everytime when i think i got everything,
Tats moment i lose everything..
Juz back then i felt something good between He and Me ..
and after tat..
BOOM..!
Everything felt wrong..
Everything got wrong..


Hate being so ....!
SH*T !